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  • Bargaining with God

    I tried to barter trade and bargain with God. I tried to trade my life with a life of good deeds and the extension of God’s Kingdom. I tried saying to God that I would do his work on earth… more ›

  • Borrowed time

    There are days when I think I’ll live forever. Or at least for a long time. Then either someone I know dies of cancer or I read about a cancer death. Today I saw a snippet of a film on… more ›

  • It’s a new start … again. Try not to die.

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  • It’s Clear & Memento Mori!

    This is a long-ish post.I’m up early, presumably to do some homework. But I just couldn’t get to it until I get this off my chest. It’s been a long time since I’ve written anything regarding my cancer. Since my… more ›

  • Quarantine

    On the 5th of July 2021, I was exposed to a COVID positive case. He was a symptomatic and we were sparking on a big studio production. Some of my team was there and we even had my agency and… more ›

  • Living on borrowed time

    When you know you have a limited time to live and yet not know exactly how long, you want to be able to maximize your time on this earth. Spending time with loved ones are at the top of the… more ›

  • Tailspin

    Life has a way of sending you into a tailspin. A few months ago I went through an event in my business that sent me into a tailspin. A major tempest. It wouldn’t be an understatement to say that it… more ›

  • Life

    There’s a lot to reflect and to take in over the next two days. I am currently sitting at Oncocare. The oncology clinic I’ve been coming to for the last two years for treatment. It’s my quarterly checkup where I… more ›

  • The power of words

    An old post from 13 August 2020 to archive here. Hey there, this is a collection of writings, thoughts, musings from me to you. They might sometimes be irreverent (one of my favourite words I know and you will see),… more ›

  • John Travolta

    This is an old post from 14 August 2020. I wanted to archive it here. I pooped blood last night. Just a little. To be fair, I had a little constipation and then I had lactulose to soften it up… more ›

  • Waxing lyrically

    In 2019 February, I was diagnosed with Colon Cancer. Stage 4. Terminal. The survival rate for Stage 4 Colorectal cancer is about 20% to live beyond 5 years. Past 5 years, there is a stronger chance of living for a… more ›