There’s a lot to reflect and to take in over the next two days. I am currently sitting at Oncocare. The oncology clinic I’ve been coming to for the last two years for treatment. It’s my quarterly checkup where I get to do my PET/CT scan. I’ll do the scan later and get the scan results tomorrow at 2:30 with Jo. Then we will find out if I’m still NED (No Evidence of Disease) or if there is a recurrence. We will find out if all the measures of a vegan lifestyle, juicing, sleep can all come together and topped up with God’s healing will continue with me being free of cancer.

Fast forward to 15 hours later. It is now 1125pm and I’m in the office having a small farewell party.

Tomorrow or perhaps the week after. I was going to say that this is the end or the beginning. I’ve had many beginnings. When i started work at Two Oceans. When I started Salt Films. When I started in Kinetic. When I started KTV. When I started ATF. There were many commonalities in these endeavours. I was always with someone. I always had the support of a partner. Someone to bounce off. Someone to counter and have the guts to say no to me and hold me accountable and in check. I will, once again, have to find that someone.

Another aspect where is that throughout my career the last 20 years, I’ve always had God watch out for me and opened the doors for me. I’ve been immensely blessed beyond belief. There is no way a talentless me would get this far without God watching my back.

I some level of anxiety about the results. But I’ve also prepped myself. Prepare for the worst. And yet, nothing will ever really prepare us right? Tomorrow at 2:30pm. We will find out.